Wow! I can't believe it's been 5 months since I posted last here!
I'm not complaining, but it is hard to get computer and internet time while living in these conditions.
So while I'm here, I'll just catch you up on what's going on...
Since I got away from the dangerous situation and set off to start a new life again, I decided I Would apply anywhere hiring, then find a place to live after that. For 7 weeks I worked 7 days a week and was renting a space in an rv park.
That got old really fast. I was the only one living in her car, yet I was expected to be the bank roll for everyone....I begged and prayed for something else to come along...
Where I live rentals are hard to come by...and when you do find one, it's more than my entire income!!! So...I was Blessed one day and found a beautiful family trying to make a life off grid in an old run down cabin and I just decorated my own bedroom 2 weeks ago...
As far as being able to rebuild, maintain the rest of the house and restore power, water, gas lines, plumbing, roof, walls, floors, etc....that's realistically out of the question...so for now I have a roof which is a bit warmer than my van. :)
I do have a bedroom, but still without the basics, like a kitchen, bathroom, shower, etc...and I'm spending half my income just to get to my minimum wage job...
I know many people think I have nothing but time on my hands with this lifestyle, but anything could be further from the truth....consider this...
I have to drive 40 minutes just to take a shower just so I can get clean to go to work... Then another 35 to do laundry...then 40 minutes the opposite direction to get to work...
So...I know you want me back online, doing radio, classes, etc, but the reality of the situation is I cannot do that without help.
Until that time, I guess we will all just have to be satisfied with occasional postings as I can. :)
And thank you for your patience by the way!!! I'm surprised anyone even comes here anymore!!!
It means a lot to me that you are all ready for me to be back here doing sessions, making medicine, etc...and that is my goal, but...life...
I really intend to get this back up, along with my new creation I've been dying to launch for almost 3 years!!! But sometimes life has something else in store for us. So I must learn more patience...
I do realize I have a VERY large storehouse of information that is begging to be seen and heard!!! I have still been able to acquire all my deleted works....funny that only the stalkers download my work! hahaha I hope they are enjoying it...but you can clearly see they aren't using the information for themselves! :)
Truth is, in a way, I needed this forced break....to learn my value...When I was producing as I was, I really didn't know my value...these last few years I have learned...which is why I fight so hard to continue to share. I know that sharing my path is important to help others...others just like me that feel alone, afraid and like life isn't worth living and they can never make it! I am living proof ANYONE CAN!!! So I press on...but minimum wage only goes so far...
I realize I have been able to help many people with my work and sharing my path and I appreciate that you want me back...so IF there was someone who wanted to help, I am in need of online assistance and technical stuff! As always, money doesn't hurt. If I can't be warm and have toilet paper and eat, clearly I am unable to go online and try to help others...lol
So IF you are moved by my work and would like to and are able to make a contribution you can use this link:
Also I am able to do phone sessions, you can look at my holistic health coaching page for more info about that.
I also want to share with you some links of where to find me in internet land while I'm working on rebuilding my life and finding a safe place to call home.
I just started this group yesterday on facebook after getting tired of all the other health related groups promoting main stream poison...
It's called Extreme Healing for Warriors! hahah
Yeah, I figure since most people think I and my views are extreme, let's just roll with it! If choosing mother nature and the natural world is extreme, then I am guilty as charged!!!
You can join that group here: www.facebook.com/groups/318419231967972/
And here are some of my other groups you may be interested in:
Project Love Your Neighbor: www.facebook.com/groups/177419282397080/
Spiritual Healing with Self Love
Wombanity Awakens with Christie Aphrodite
Questions You are Not Allowed to Ask
and some of my pages are:
Phro-Zen Moments (my photo page)
You can also find me on instagram here
and youtube here for my current videos
Some of the topics I've been sharing recently are about my personal journey healing from trauma, narcissistic abuse, rape, ritual abuse and forced drugging...
Also, in case you haven't heard, my mother died for my birthday...so I was able to go back home and start the process of closure...
in a weird way, that had to happen so I could start to get my life back.
I remained the only unloved person in my family and was the only person purposefully not provided for in any way...but what's new...I've walked alone this far....and it's turned me in to the warrior I am! :)
I hope you are enjoying this lovely fall for those of you in the northern hemisphere and I look forward to getting back up and running soon!
Blessings and Love,